2nd first post.

Alright, so I made this new blog so I could actually have a secret blog that certain people wouldn't know about. The reason I decided to post this online, and not just in a offline journal is because sometime down the road, I may want to share my thoughts with someone. Let's say person X. I don't know who this person X is yet, but if I find this person, have a real connection with this person, and trust this person, then I may just give this person the URL to this site, and maybe I can share my feelings that I withhold from the people in my life on a daily basis. Sorry, run-on sentence. Anyway, on to what this blog was for... The crap that has been on my mind the past week or so.

Look, I don't wanna play around with signals. I'm sorry but you are really interesting to me. You're not the cutest girl I've ever met (I don't mean that in a bad way). I don't know your personality all that well. BUT STILL. I want to get to know you. I want to hang out with you. I want, something with you. I don't know what that is just yet.

What could possibly be stopping this from happening? Why are you so shy? What about me makes you doubt wanting to chill sometime? Look, there are so many things. I know you have a boyfriend (I'm not trying to be a homewrecker). I hope that's not the reason you don't wanna get to know me and hang out. I swear, there are so many aspects to me that aren't on the surface of which I define myself. You just don't know. I really need to get back to just being normal around you. Because seriously, I make the same mistakes with girls I start to like.

I always make the mistake of being to aggressive too fast. Idk, some girls appreciate aggressiveness from guys, and plus some guys I know just aren't aggressive enough. I've seen how they say, "shoulda, coulda, woulda" and I just don't feel pity for them. I just want to make sure that my feelings get put out there for whoever they're for so I know I didn't hold anything back.

Still, that approach backfires 99% of the time. Now I'm going on tangents, but oh well.

Anyway. I just want to get this off my chest. Please. Just don't send me mixed signals. Even, fake signals at that. I don't want to dwell on you for too long, cause I'm sure another girl will be in my interest in like a few weeks... but for now, it's you...

Come out of your shell. I want to get to know you... I'm not a bad guy. I'm actually a very good guy. I know I'm sweet when it comes to girls. Idk how else to say it.

Just open up.