Marriage

I don't even know how to explain this feeling right now. I don't know what it is. I feel like it's hard. Harder than it looks. More sacrifice than I thought. I'm giving up things I didn't even realize I'm giving up. 

Two people can be together. But they both have to sacrifice things they believed for the greater good of the both of them? Is that what love is? Is it instinct? Is it inside of all of us? I don't know what our future will be. I do hope that it is along the same river, however. 

Maybe that's what a marriage is. It's two people who are willing to give it their best shot and never deny the other something (s)he wants so bad. 

As I sit here, I wonder what the future will be. Why does this feel so strong? What will happen?